Oral communication. It’s not really my thing. I prefer to write things down, but these days I am required to do it all the time - in front of actual people. It was OK when all I had was a camera and a person asking a set of questions, but speaking to a group of individuals is a new-ish skill I’m trying to master.
I am used to spending a lot of time alone in my own head, I have forgotten how to hold conversations with other people, so I have to re-learn how to use this voice. I love this role and I want to be the best I can; I am lucky that I am learning from someone who is extremely passionate about this cause, but still.. I am not convinced I have what it takes to be a “professional”…
I have that icky Sunday night feeling that I’ve only ever heard other people talk about.
(via blackwhiteandcolour)
